on the first day of spring 2013

The first month's bills are rolling in. I've concluded that I am still dirt poor until I get my second paycheck. This one is going towards bills. All of it. Looming bill payment and knowing that I have to get to work early has left me feeling depressed for the first time since I started work. Not depressed, but dissatisfied. Before, I was perfectly happy to waltz around my apartment and glory in being alone. Hoping I'll be back to satisfied with life when I wake up tomorrow.

First day of spring. I didn't realize until I got home and saw Rita's comments on Facebook.