Indecision decision: I will leave it alone and not call Bud. At this point, I just want my mood swings to be over. I had some really disturbing dreams (about bugs... ew) that have convinced me not to call, and dreams are my subconscious telling me the truth, so I'll just listen. I wouldn't think adults base real life decisions off of dreams, but then I look at all the people who play the lottery spending their money on numbers that come to them in a multitude of ways, and I think adults have based more important decisions on things far more fragile than dreams.
One week until the 5K.
It keeps getting cold outside. Utter sadness. The fall apples are mostly ready.