|If you can't hug yourself, who will?|
Today I stayed inside and applied to a few jobs. I spent the day in a pretty dress and sky high heels to make myself feel better about being stuck in front of the computer for hours.
I found out that a friend is visiting in a couple weeks. Hoping we go out so I get to wear a killer dress and margarita it up. Not willing to go killer heel, but I'm so enjoying not being chubby, that I will wear a skin tight affair. The festivities will likely involve mutual friends I share with Bud (the ones who I couldn't vent to when I was sad). It feels so good to say "when I was sad." It's over! Now I can find a guy as quirky and hot as this song:
"Adorn" by Miguel
Who am I kidding? That quirky guy thing is probably not going to happen. But a girl does dream, does aspire, while staying grounded. Maybe my trouble is that I stay grounded... Anyway, about Miguel - I'm not even an RnB fan (or is it R&B?), but I like this song.
So next next weekend will be fun, but having Bud there will be a weird pressure. I never did like sharing friends. I miss my friends. Mine! My own. Extra points if you got that reference.