I cancelled on SC this weekend about going to see a movie b/c I was busy with errands and also because I don't think it's fair to see him if it's a date kind of thing b/c I don't want to date him. So I don't want to lead him on. He didn't reply either. Can this mean they're both out of the picture? That would be best.
It was great to go home b/c I got some perspective. I was too stuck in the world of it being just me and my friends being off somewhere else, so I need contact with people who live closer which is probably why it went so far with RA. Yeah, as long as I don't give in and text him. I need to remember, he is the inappropriate one. Just remember that, E. Remember that.
Boot camp tomorrow morning. I'm already tired.
|Jensen Ackles is gorgeous|